its the end of something and beginning of everything

So yeahhh i finished my journey as a student . It has been 18 years of study life starting with kindergarten, primary and secondary school, boarding school, matriculation and finally my 4 years of Uni live. Since primary school, I always been a wallflower. Not many really knows about my existence in the school. HAHA. But that's the truth. I only start to have a real best friend when I was form 4 and I begin to make a lot of friends after I finished my SPM. Many of them know me after I start facebook-ing and adding up some high school friends. From there, they would say something like, " Hey you ex this school ke?. Taktau pun ." Serious mula-mula makan dalam. HAHA. But to think further, it is better to have small circle of friends that we can depend on rather than having a lot of them who doesn't really know about us. Since school life, I look like someone who doesn't know anything, but I do observe things around me. I don't talk much.

A new chapter of my life will begin this coming October. I will start working in Japan. Of course I am happy to get the offer . But at the same time, I do realize the distant . Too afraid to think of what comes next :)